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contemplative I'm so... frustrated, confused. I'm still pretending and smiling, but it's getting harder. I've had an intersting week... but let's only include the good points. Michael and I had a comforting talk, one of the best I've had with anyone, especially him (although it scares me, and I'm still confused). We had fun hanging out yesterday, :). We went out to eat to National, but since it was Friday... I couldn't eat my Hani (instead I had pita bread). We visited his mommy, which made me happy. We stopped by Arcade's, then watched a movie here. I napped, :).
I hung out with Chewy Wednesday-ish and Thursday-ish. At St. V's, I talked to Elena and Jackie! I miss them. Both. Equally. :P I visted Chewy's other mom, and we all just talked. Chewy and I talked,a lot, too. Thursday, he drove me "home" from school... I just went to his house, because I had softball. I napped over there, it was nice. After softball, I relaxed over there, and had a nice talk with my other mommy, before Chew got home from work. He ate, then we attempted making Rice Krispies over Kels-o's (Megan came, too!)... and let's just say, I'll stick to making Chocolate Chip Cookies.
Recently, talks of prom are... making me think, a lot. I'm torn between two, and I need someone's advice. But I don't feel like talking, so: go figure. I wasn't even slightly thinking about the dance until last Tuesday, now it's going to be a shadow in the back of my mind for a while.
Another thing bringing me down is that after all the planning for Spring Break my parents are more than likely not allowing me to go. I'm trying to be optimistic, but Lord knows that'll get me nowhere. So, "goodbye" to Myrtle Beach and "hello" to Florida. What makes it worse si that Erin didn't even ask me yet, Aunt Rose just called (which puts me in the default position I guess).
I wanted a vacation with my friends this year, and I'll have to give up my Senior Year Spring Break... so I'm hoping the ultimatum of me going on the trip to MTU with Chewy and Sosa in a few weeks will work. If my parents say no to MTU, I've decided I'm going to Myrtle Beach. I just feel like I'm going to miss out on everything, for no reason...
March 5 2006, 04:06:38 UTC 6 years ago
Dont you remember my prom drama? Ick... I was never sure I even wanted to go. The truth is... The food is nasty, something WILL happen that will basically ruin your night, and the music WILL suck major a$$. But I'm glad I went (I think... H.C.'s are way more fun, so much less pressure). So unless God loves you more than everyone else on earth and gives you some awesome miracle, your prom will suck. Sorry... It's just Cinderella w/ a sit down dinner(which made everyone sick the whole night)
Oh and btw I am totally jealous youre actually doing something for spring break, even if it isnt what you initially planned, you could be stuck in this hellhole we call Eastpointe like me. I hope you have a blastie either way!!!
March 8 2006, 04:57:16 UTC 6 years ago
Who knows, with all this prom stuff. It's to the point in senior year, where I can't wait for some (and by some I mean MOST) things to just be over with! :P
Hopefully I'll get out for Spring Break. Eastpointe is THE blackhole... get out (not that I want you to leave. But the world is so much more amazing beyond this two mile radius...